Jess is leaving tommorrow morning to get his truck (was supposed to happen today but the plans for what to get there with fell through, then plan B fell through, so now the last resort is a rental car) and he will be gone for 3 1/2 or even 4 days (truck is in Kansas, failed to mention that, hehe)

And after that, he will be living with me. I can't believe something this genuinely good is happening to me. It feels kinda weird being so happy all the time. I really genuinely love him. This isn't the bullshit that Marcus put me through, or shithead from Ravenna, this is REAL. How real is it? He rode his bike last Monday in the morning for 3 1/2 hrs from Alliance OH to Ravenna OH because he wanted to see me and had no other way to get to me. He stayed here for 4 days and we took him home yesterday. He's originally from Kansas, born and raised there, his parents are still there and married. He was in the marines for 4 1/2 years and lived in North Carolina for a while and then joined his friend and came up here for something different. He lost his car b/c of something w/ him having to pay more of the rent down there b/c 2 of his housemates lost their jobs, so he lost his '04 Jetta. So he gets here in Ohio last March, and 5 months later they lost their apt b/c the landlord was raising the rent and renting it out to college girls. So from Aug 1st he's been at the mercy of a friend, crashing on their couch. He was applying at this place down in Alliance to do hydraulics (what he did in the marines, working on airplanes) around the time when we met in mid August. We started talking on myspace.com. He was browsing and I stood out to him. We started talking and started to think we needed to meet, and something worked out and we did. We hit it off, and the rest leads up to now. Moving a little fast? Kinda, but I was being careful. Things are much different and better now.

I got paid today, and maybe later I can muster up the energy to go to Colleen's new house and party.